To have self control; to be powerful; to be the narrator who tells you what happens in the story, to be the game-master who knows all the right moves to win the game, to be the creator of your own life.
I wasn't my normal self this past weekend. I let the negative thoughts consume me and told myself I can't do anything right. I felt cursed because I couldn't catch a break. It was one bad thing after another. So I put myself to a test, if I did absolutely nothing the universe would not have any reasons to ruin my life. Karma was the only reasonable explanation why my life was spiraling out of my control. To look within myself is how I regain control of my life and how I plan to figure out the best move to make in tough situations.
Relating to this topic, I want to write a few words about the Netflix show, Gypsy. It's labelled as a psychological thriller. Gypsy is about a therapist, Jean Holloway who lives a double life as Diane Hart. Jean has a complex character. I apologize in advance if my profile of her is lacking but this is from my perspective. Jean is secretive and manipulative. She lives for power over others. She is dependent on relationships with others. I wouldn't say Jean has an identity crisis. I think she knows who she is but she likes playing a fictional character. She pretends to be someone else and gets involve with her client's situation to understand the perspective from the other side and also to keep her clients her clients. Her fantasy life begins to immerse with her real life. Episode 10 ends with a cliffhanger, she is caught red-handed. Who is this woman and why is she fucking everyone's life up? Damn it Netflix, why did you cancel Season 2? How will I ever know what happens next?
Being in control can definitely boost your confidence, however too much of anything is bad. Sometimes even you can't control your self and what happens to you. So instead of throwing yourself in a fiery pit, do the best you can for yourself and let go of things you cannot control. It may not be as bad as you thought it was. Everything in life is either a blessing or a lesson.
With Love,
Helen
I wasn't my normal self this past weekend. I let the negative thoughts consume me and told myself I can't do anything right. I felt cursed because I couldn't catch a break. It was one bad thing after another. So I put myself to a test, if I did absolutely nothing the universe would not have any reasons to ruin my life. Karma was the only reasonable explanation why my life was spiraling out of my control. To look within myself is how I regain control of my life and how I plan to figure out the best move to make in tough situations.
Relating to this topic, I want to write a few words about the Netflix show, Gypsy. It's labelled as a psychological thriller. Gypsy is about a therapist, Jean Holloway who lives a double life as Diane Hart. Jean has a complex character. I apologize in advance if my profile of her is lacking but this is from my perspective. Jean is secretive and manipulative. She lives for power over others. She is dependent on relationships with others. I wouldn't say Jean has an identity crisis. I think she knows who she is but she likes playing a fictional character. She pretends to be someone else and gets involve with her client's situation to understand the perspective from the other side and also to keep her clients her clients. Her fantasy life begins to immerse with her real life. Episode 10 ends with a cliffhanger, she is caught red-handed. Who is this woman and why is she fucking everyone's life up? Damn it Netflix, why did you cancel Season 2? How will I ever know what happens next?
Being in control can definitely boost your confidence, however too much of anything is bad. Sometimes even you can't control your self and what happens to you. So instead of throwing yourself in a fiery pit, do the best you can for yourself and let go of things you cannot control. It may not be as bad as you thought it was. Everything in life is either a blessing or a lesson.
With Love,
Helen
